Well, i think this year isn't the hardest, but it's most likely heartbeating.

Feels like when i'm at the highest latitude on a roller coaster, then the gravity suddenly swallowing me, endless.
January was just the rest of 2019 struggle. Such a thesis revision and etc.

February, was a celebration. And also, a new beginning.
Glorious moment covered with a clueless story. When i got my first (but second actually) interview, with one of the most agritech in jkt.

I thought that i was well prepared. But..
2 weeks later, i got rejected. But that's the sweetest one. They kindly having me during the interview session.
March, i got my third interview. But it was unusual. No enthusiast, no spirit. Just followed by a big bad news about, the pandemic..
April was my hibernate mode. Just killing my time with a new lessons around ui design and web programming, during Ramadhan.

But still, not completed.
May, a new path of my hobby in fish. With my betta and catfish yeay!
June was my "in search of incredible". In the situation of covid-19 case increasing. Then, there is a moment of hopeless came up.
July!

Another call up. But it's only an unpaid internship. But i was still grateful. At least, i got free lunch for around mext 3 months wkwkwkw
August, September, and October was just an internship trilogy.

But actually, i got an offered to continue, this anticlimax routinity. I rejected it.
Sounds arrogant. But rice became a porridge. It was my choice. To choose my idealism on my betta fish hobby.

I started to learn about breeding. Then, i did it!
November, then December. It's my breeding story. But it's too long to describe.

But December, ahh...
Now it's just like my inhale and exhale session. Hopeless, i think. Physically drop.

But don't worry! It's a few days ago. Now i'm fine, but not with my mentality.
2021? Resolution?

Well, if a 48 megapixels camera resolution still not affordable for me, then why i should create another resolution?

Just do it. Things that other people call it "bullshit".

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THREAD: 12 Things Everyone Should Know About IQ

1. IQ is one of the most heritable psychological traits – that is, individual differences in IQ are strongly associated with individual differences in genes (at least in fairly typical modern environments). https://t.co/3XxzW9bxLE


2. The heritability of IQ *increases* from childhood to adulthood. Meanwhile, the effect of the shared environment largely fades away. In other words, when it comes to IQ, nature becomes more important as we get older, nurture less.
https://t.co/UqtS1lpw3n


3. IQ scores have been increasing for the last century or so, a phenomenon known as the Flynn effect. https://t.co/sCZvCst3hw (N ≈ 4 million)

(Note that the Flynn effect shows that IQ isn't 100% genetic; it doesn't show that it's 100% environmental.)


4. IQ predicts many important real world outcomes.

For example, though far from perfect, IQ is the single-best predictor of job performance we have – much better than Emotional Intelligence, the Big Five, Grit, etc. https://t.co/rKUgKDAAVx https://t.co/DWbVI8QSU3


5. Higher IQ is associated with a lower risk of death from most causes, including cardiovascular disease, respiratory disease, most forms of cancer, homicide, suicide, and accident. https://t.co/PJjGNyeQRA (N = 728,160)
It doesn't happen because you want it to happen.

It doesn't happen because you made it happen.

It happens because you allow it to happen.

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