Well, i think this year isn't the hardest, but it's most likely heartbeating.

Feels like when i'm at the highest latitude on a roller coaster, then the gravity suddenly swallowing me, endless.
January was just the rest of 2019 struggle. Such a thesis revision and etc.

February, was a celebration. And also, a new beginning.
Glorious moment covered with a clueless story. When i got my first (but second actually) interview, with one of the most agritech in jkt.

I thought that i was well prepared. But..
2 weeks later, i got rejected. But that's the sweetest one. They kindly having me during the interview session.
March, i got my third interview. But it was unusual. No enthusiast, no spirit. Just followed by a big bad news about, the pandemic..
April was my hibernate mode. Just killing my time with a new lessons around ui design and web programming, during Ramadhan.

But still, not completed.
May, a new path of my hobby in fish. With my betta and catfish yeay!
June was my "in search of incredible". In the situation of covid-19 case increasing. Then, there is a moment of hopeless came up.
July!

Another call up. But it's only an unpaid internship. But i was still grateful. At least, i got free lunch for around mext 3 months wkwkwkw
August, September, and October was just an internship trilogy.

But actually, i got an offered to continue, this anticlimax routinity. I rejected it.
Sounds arrogant. But rice became a porridge. It was my choice. To choose my idealism on my betta fish hobby.

I started to learn about breeding. Then, i did it!
November, then December. It's my breeding story. But it's too long to describe.

But December, ahh...
Now it's just like my inhale and exhale session. Hopeless, i think. Physically drop.

But don't worry! It's a few days ago. Now i'm fine, but not with my mentality.
2021? Resolution?

Well, if a 48 megapixels camera resolution still not affordable for me, then why i should create another resolution?

Just do it. Things that other people call it "bullshit".

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