I believe its important for all of those involved to be willing to do what is asked of us by the aggrieved party.

I also bear responsibility for this incident as the RV was mine, and I was the oldest person in that RV.

I take that duty to the young seriously, its my

Responsibility in all ways to protect those significantly younger than I am, regardless of their minor status or not. (This did not involve a minor in any way). So that will be something I have reflect on for a long time

I did not know the individual in question b4 that night.
But, I could feel their distress and wanted to know why, but... tbh, I wasn't sure if that person *wanted* me to keep asking them the same question.

I should have trusted my instincts, which told me to help this person, and see if they would talk to me. I legit, did not know the
problem, which is obviously negligent in hindsight. I let my guard down, and in doing so, hurt the aggrieved.

I am truly, deeply, and personally sorry for my role. I am old enough to know better, and offer zero excuses.

I was wrong.
I only speak for me, not for the others.

I know that I am willing to answer to the aggrieved in any way they feel would help comfort them, and I know the comrade who I rt'd is too.

It sucks to have betrayed and let down someone so obviously special.
My hope is that they may heal in whatever way that needs to look like.

Losing a comrade due to our poor judgement is fucked.

I'm not just "sorry" however, rather I am trying to live my apologies by owning my complicity in their pain, and by holding what happened close to my
Heart so that I may feel a part of the pain I caused.

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1. LWJ’s sword Bichen ‘is likely an abbreviation for the term 躲避红尘 (duǒ bì hóng chén), which can be translated as such: 躲避: shunning or hiding away from 红尘 (worldly affairs; which is a buddhist teaching.) (
https://t.co/zF65W3roJe) (abbrev. TWX)

2. Sandu (三 毒), Jiang Cheng’s sword, refers to the three poisons (triviṣa) in Buddhism; desire (kāma-taṇhā), delusion (bhava-taṇhā) and hatred (vibhava-taṇhā).

These 3 poisons represent the roots of craving (tanha) and are the cause of Dukkha (suffering, pain) and thus result in rebirth.

Interesting that MXTX used this name for one of the characters who suffers, arguably, the worst of these three emotions.

3. The Qian kun purse “乾坤袋 (qián kūn dài) – can be called “Heaven and Earth” Pouch. In Buddhism, Maitreya (मैत्रेय) owns this to store items. It was believed that there was a mythical space inside the bag that could absorb the world.” (TWX)