I believe its important for all of those involved to be willing to do what is asked of us by the aggrieved party.

I also bear responsibility for this incident as the RV was mine, and I was the oldest person in that RV.

I take that duty to the young seriously, its my

Responsibility in all ways to protect those significantly younger than I am, regardless of their minor status or not. (This did not involve a minor in any way). So that will be something I have reflect on for a long time

I did not know the individual in question b4 that night.
But, I could feel their distress and wanted to know why, but... tbh, I wasn't sure if that person *wanted* me to keep asking them the same question.

I should have trusted my instincts, which told me to help this person, and see if they would talk to me. I legit, did not know the
problem, which is obviously negligent in hindsight. I let my guard down, and in doing so, hurt the aggrieved.

I am truly, deeply, and personally sorry for my role. I am old enough to know better, and offer zero excuses.

I was wrong.
I only speak for me, not for the others.

I know that I am willing to answer to the aggrieved in any way they feel would help comfort them, and I know the comrade who I rt'd is too.

It sucks to have betrayed and let down someone so obviously special.
My hope is that they may heal in whatever way that needs to look like.

Losing a comrade due to our poor judgement is fucked.

I'm not just "sorry" however, rather I am trying to live my apologies by owning my complicity in their pain, and by holding what happened close to my
Heart so that I may feel a part of the pain I caused.

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Vedic Education System delivered outstanding results.  These were an outcome of the context in which it functioned.  Understanding them is critical in the revival of such a system in modern times. 
The Shanthi Mantra spells out the context of the Vedic Education System.


It says:

ॐ सह नाववतु ।
सह नौ भुनक्तु ।
सह वीर्यं करवावहै ।
तेजस्वि नावधीतमस्तु मा विद्विषावहै ।
ॐ शान्तिः शान्तिः शान्तिः ॥

“Aum. May we both (the guru and disciples) together be protected. May we both be nourished and enriched. May we both bring our hands together and work

with great energy, strength and enthusiasm from the space of powerfulness. May our study and learning together illuminate both with a sharp, absolute light of higher intelligence. So be it.”

The students started the recitation of the Vedic hymns in early hours of morning.


The chanting of Mantras had been evolved into the form of a fine art. Special attention was paid to the correct pronunciation of words, Pada or even letters. The Vedic knowledge was imparted by the Guru or the teacher to the pupil through regulated and prescribed pronunciation,