Can I be honest about something? Also, let me know if you have felt this too now that we've survived 2020.

I'm so burnt out on the bad actors that have infiltrated the Body of Christ, especially this past year, that it's really testing my ability to trust others.

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Like, I feel like I don't want to talk on the phone to even people that I know because I just feel fried.

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I don't want to open up, even to others who haven't done anything wrong to me, because I'm burnt out on sinking hours and hours into fellowship with people who turn out to be bad faith actors.

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Since about the last half of 2019, and of course definitely through all of the craziness of 2020, there are so many people who I've met or spoken with because of this channel who have shown their true colors.

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There is no love in them for their neighbors, and definitely not for the lost. They're like Cain who said, "am I my brother's keeper?" I guess it's better late than never to find this out, but it still is disheartening.

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